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Hello. Yeah Im back, Sorry for no updates at all. Haha. Im lazy lol. Not just lazy, I was really busy. Im working now, So yeah. No time at all, not even for myself. :]]

However, I manage to keep up some time for my B. All I know I love him. No matter how busy I am, I'll make sure I have time for him. Especially when it comes to special moment. Morning and nights <3 . Thats special. When I wake up, A special Good Morning should be wish to him. And when Im gonna have a good rest at night. A sweet Good Night must be done. Im glad that he understand the situation Im in now. Especially when Im working, All he's getting was Pending sms. Haha. Sorry B. I'll work out something.

Btw, If you were thinking on asking about my life. Haha. Forget it. Its Up-side-down. Haha. Silly me. But thats normal right? If life is so perfect. What the use of us being human? Right? Haha. Then we should all be in heaven and have everything we want. Lol :]]

So far, On my work. Its helping me to slim down a bit. No No. Not a bit. Imagine this from 64kg goes to 57kg. Im-loving-it. Aha~ So yeah Its good for me. I'll keep it up. Hopefully it goes 55kg. Then, I'll be much happier. But somehow, I miss my chubbiness. Oh wait, Does the word Chubbiness even exist? o.O. haha. Whatever. Im gonna just use it. You do understand it right? So, Its cool.

So, I guess. Thats all I have to say for now. Nothing much. Haha. So, Thanks for reading my silly update. Haha. Bye.

P/s : B, Iloveyousodamnmuch. Yeah. Up-side-down. You stole my heart, and I love you for that <3

Sharul

06 April 2010 - Our best day (",)

Sharul, I wont ever forget this name. He's my soul, my destiny, my love, my hopes, and my everything. I was really down and he suddenly just appear in my life. He helps me to move on and Thank God he change almost everything about me. I am Hot-Tempered and it seems that Im not anymore. See how he change me? In just few days. Im really stubborn. You cant force me, and Sharul? He didnt even push me in anything. Its like Im doing it without any doubt and no one ask me. I cant even imagine how much I have changed. All Thanks to my B, Sharul. He makes me smile everyday, Every second. There's always something to cheer me up. No matter in what ways. He make me move on. He support me when I was really down. Thats was the best of him. He's sweet and cute. People always said this, "Im falling in love with someone". But for me, "B, Im falling for you, Not just once. Its for every second and for every heartbeat of mine. I love you and I will keep loving you more than ever".


And, He's really forgiving and understanding. Sometimes I made mistake and he just forgive me like its just a small matter. I respect him for how he keep his promise. He love me so much that he would let me go if I love my ex more than him. Where can you get a guy like him? Tell me. To be honest, I wont ever leave him. Unless there's a good reason for me to let him go. Seriously, He's so perfect in my eyes. As people said, "It depends on the eyes of the beholder". And he's perfect enough for me. I really hope I'll be with him. I dont think I'll be able to move on again if Im hurt again this time. There's something special about him. I just love him for that. I hope he's happy with me. I really love you Sharul.


I never thought that I'll cry tonight. Its not that Im hurt. Its that Im so thankful that I have him. He brings happiness and he cheer me up. He never hurt me, never yet. He keep making me laugh and he keep saying sorry for those small mistakes he made. For sometimes he fall asleep or he didnt text me because of no network. Each time he say sorry, a tear drop. Ya Allah. Im thankful that he's mine. Im really happy now and I wanna keep it this way. I really do. I'll try my best to keep him happy too. Lets just hope for the best. May Allah bless us. Amin.


B, This is for you. I really love you. I dont wanna hurt you again. Not anymore. Please forgive me for everything. And, Thank you again for everything. Thanks for being mine. You complete me and without you, Im nothing. My heart belongs to you. Its no longer missing. Im all yours syg. Im all yours <3